Wednesday, November 26, 2008

Let me just say.......

hello everyone!
let me start by saying HAPPY THANKS GIVING!!!!!



now on to the good stuff. as you all know i work in higschool. meaning we have assigned lunches, smoke and bathroom breaks, and we wear a uniform. and as more of you know i always go shopping black friday. well this year robbie and i are going just to laugh at the idiots. since we leave for germany in two weeks. meaning we will be up at 3:30am. its cold that time of the day! so i planned to wear jeans and a sweat shirt and a coat. well friday we have no staff here. so i thought ok maybe we can wear jeans. the people who are working are mature people who wouldnt wear crap to work. so i asked judi cut-thoart if we can wear like anything but our uniform. YOU WOULD HAVE THOUGHT I ASKED FOR HER SOUL!!!!!! my god! the look on her face! so needless to say she said no. we have to be in our uniforms on friday. we are open from 8am-2:20pm. about 30 patients all day. and one doc, and two midwives. a total of 10 employees! whats the big feaking deal! so i will be changing in the car on the way to work while robbie drives. since i refuse to wear the uniform starting at 330am! one day when i get back from germany ill get a mature job. where people are allowed to be treated like adults.

germany is two weeks away as of today!!!!!! yeppie! i have one thing checked off my list. a ride to the airport thanks to kiki. packing will start next saturday. next friday my mom is taking me and my grandmother to the hippodrom to see "a chores line'. which is great but it intrupts my decorating and packing! lol. then sunday before i leave my mom decided we can go get the christmas tree. :) guess its hitting her ill be gone for two weeks and wont be home till christmas morning. oh well.

ok let me get back to work before i get detention or a demaret for blogging.

Monday, November 24, 2008

does good things ever happen????

hey everyone
well since people take 12 smoke breaks a day and then decide they dont want to work on black friday...im going to blogg. :)

this weekend was pretty laid back. robbie and i did very little. saturday we went out with my mom and grandmother to valley view farms. robbie was amazed to see all the christmas decorations and told me that it was alot like what ill see in germany. :) sunday, we headed to amber's for evan's 1st bday! it was so cute to see him open presents and shove cake in his face! robbie did survive it. but he was worn out when we got home. lol it was great to see emmy & josh and jenna & benny. but it also made me realize how much i cant wait for it to be my turn to get married and children. robbie is still excited about hopefully that happening one day. he just wont say when. but i have the funny feeling it will be soon. my mother is still asking me about reception halls and my dress. and now she is asking if my cell will work over in europe. im like nope. ill have to email you from houses or call you at times from his family house. she seemed disapointed. whats the big deal if my phone doesnt work? if she knows hes going to propose over there, then whats the big deal if i dont call? i just dont get it. clue number three is that he said to me lastnight "You dont know how hard it is for me not to tell you some stuff." WHAT THE HECK DOES THAT MEAN! he wants an open and honest relationship.so do it! lol i dont know what ill do if he does it over there. ill be happy dont get me wrong. but if ive been stressing myself out about wondering and knowing hes going to do it in germany and worrying about my mother giving premision for him to do it...im going to be upset. anyone who knows me knows i hate surprises! esp when it keeps me from planning! lol

so we shall see. germany is coming soon. and im excited and from emails so is his aunt! her last email to me seemed like she couldnt wait!!!! his father on the other hand....yea....if he is the way he is towards me like he is with robbie i dont see myself liking him that much. i plan not to be at his house that much. just to shower, eat dinner, and sleep. fine by me! i know if i was him i would be excited that my son is coming over for the second time in less then a year. and that he's brining a girl who i would guess is special to him! who knows.

work is getting worse. the same stuff happens everyday. and now with it being thanksgiving. wanda is in vegas. people are doing whatever they want. meaning people are taking off now black friday who were spost to be working. i refuse to be the only one here answering phones and checking in patients. i will pretend im sick and not come in if i find out that will happen. im tire of being a team player and not having anyone else help out. hence another reason i want to know when robbie will propose. so i can start getting my life in a VA together. and get a new job.

ok well thats all for now. im so excited for GERMANY!!!!

Friday, November 21, 2008

grrrr on doctors!!!!

hello everyone!
well this is for amberly since she wanted to know about how my "job" aka highschool was going.

every day we checkin patients, and they sign something called a fee ticket. this is sent to the insurance agency after they are seen to be billed to the insurance agency. at the end of the day the front desk (my "position") is spost to get them back so we can balance the copays we collected. YEA RIGHT! im spost to stay late bc the doctor has yet again run behind and they cant get the fee tickets done by 7:30am the next morning! UGH! every morning i come in, and have to run a report with all the patients i checked in and then compare the fee tickets to that report to make sure that the idiots have turned them in. bc when they dont the insurance doesnt get billed, we dont get paided, and i end up getting .12 raise every year! but its ok for me to stay late to wait to check out patients when you run-behind! and you want to know why they run behind. its bc they sit around chit-chatting about cases! wtf! do it on your own time. im sick of working 730am-???? and heaven forbid if anyone else at the front desk stays. lois stays on monday. traci on friday. i stay tues and wednesday! i need to get a kid! this is their excuses for not staying. that and school. one day ill get a mature job. where people are professional to eachother. oh yea and i forgot. when you have at 9:30am doctors appoitment, you need all day for it! wtf! but i have two weeks off for germany and thats thrown in my face all the time! god let me get engaged while over there so i can come back quit and move to va and get a real job! i hate hopkins so much!

and let me just tell you no body follows rules set by the superviors! and now the hell bitch (my new practice manager) is here. so ill post more later!
thanks for listening to me vent.
hugs
erin

ps 19 days as of today till i leave! THANK GOD!

Tuesday, November 11, 2008

November News

hello everyone!
as germany getts closer the exciment builds. this weekend kiki (robbie's sister) is coming over to help us get last minute stuff planned! theres lots to do over there but we are only there for two weeks! if all goes well we are considerating eventually going back. however this depends on house, kids, and other stuff. i will enjoy everything on this trip. even going through security to the flight!!! :-)

work is the same. the new practice manager is trying to put her beliefs (which is jewish) and customes on every one. yea not going to work on me. i cant stand her and will be thrilled when i leave. im hoping to get a job right before i leave so i can give my two weeks notice as i leave for my flight! robbie did get out of jury duty. he was worried about that and i was also. even though he would be done a few days before we left but i was worried that he would get chosen and he would miss the flight. but hes reschedualed till febuary!

the only thing im worried about when we go to germany is chase. he already getts upset when robbie and i go away for the weekend. and thats even when i call him at night and talk to him. but that wont be possible while in germany. when my mom went to alaska he was depressed for a few days looking for her. my mom is worried he'll be worse when i go bc he's closer to me. but theres nothing i can do. my friend linda is going to bring her puppy over a few times and hopefully that will make it better for him.

my grandmother is getting better. slowly and surely. shes still not driving on her own however she is making dinners and other kitchen things. we are still going out this year for thanksgiving and hopefully this will be the last year. hopefully this time next year robbies family and mine will be having thanksgiving together.

speaking of all that...i think he's up to something. bc my mom is starting to act weird. as you know perry (the prince) had bought a ring and asked my mom for premision. nothing ever happened with it. like my mom never asked me what i wanted for a wedding. like where and stuff. the past two weeks she has been asking me questions. for example where would i like to have my reception. i said wakefield valley where amberly had hers. she then asked how much per person and about how many we would be inviting. ok......how come this is all of the sudden coming up! and all my darling bf is saying hes going to shock me! the man cant. i read him like a book. but all i know is that when he does it i hope someone getts it on video bc i wont remember what he says! ill probably be crying tears of joy. keep you posted on it.

this past weekend i headed down to christopher newport university in newport news. this is robbies alumi college. it was cool to see where robbie got his degree in and meet some of his professors. one who he worked closely with is from germany and told me stuff about germany! i think robbie was a little disapointed that none of his friends showed up. we did meet up with two of them. but didnt get to ask them out to dinner after the game. which was ok. i got to spend a romatic weekend with him in williamsburg.

congrads to my little adopted niece lace! she got all A's and 1 B on her report card! so amber and i are taking her out to dinner next week. this might be my last blogg till after germany. i have alot to do in the next 28days. between work, packing, and decorating my house and robbie's apartment. and im house sitting for my xboss. :-) so we shall see!
ttyl!
loves and hugs!!!!!

Monday, November 3, 2008

the end of october....

hello everyone!

well october is over! and what a busy month it was! between going to the farm, hayrides, carving pumpkins, planning germany, and heading to the haunted mill, its been a busy month! we are continueing our count down to germany!!!! and thats what our main focus in november is. getting an itarenry ready for his family so they can get their scheduales set for us.

robbie headed to his first club this past saturday night! it was very intresting. needless to say he didnt dance but was tapping his fingers and bobbing his head to the music! he said he would go again with me. thats progress! :-)

we are heading to his college this weekend to go to his college homecoming! i will be surronded by geeks from his department. at least its free food and tickets to the game! i love robbie enough to hopefully survive being surronded by computer people! :-)

work is the same. people can take 5 5mins smoke breaks in the morning and afternoon, an hour lunch, and leave at 430pm and nothing happens to them. but heaven forbid you come in late on election day bc you need to vote in the morning bc you have to stay late on tuesday! grrrrr. one thing i cant wait for when i get back from germany is serious job hunting. the reason im holding off is bc i want hopkins to pay the vacation time. of course this is the same girl two weeks ago that while i was at the other office decided to feed the fish (which btw that is assigned to somoene else when im not in the office which she did already that day). she gave them about half of a can of fish food saying well they looked hungry! we have gold fish....and if you arent familur with them, they will eat themselves to death. which one of them did plus the alegy sucker. isnt that nice. she didnt pay for them. im surprised her kids are still alive personally.

on a happier note, i just cant stop talking about counting down to germany!!!!! i have been emailing robbies aunt and uncle in munic the past two months. getting to know them and sending them pictures. :-) i cant believe the time is only alittle over a month away from today!!!!

my friends are starting to guess when robbie will pop the question. since it obvious that he will be doing it in the very near future. and youre probably wondering how i know this....well one i can read the man like a book. two hes asked me several times of what kind of ring i want. that kind of gives some ideas away. but as i said my friends are starting to guess when he will actually do it!!!!

anywho since im at work guess i better do some kind of work!!! :-)