just chilling like a villian

hey everyone
well its the end of febuary and im still jobless. but hopefully by the begining of march ill have a job. i had three interviews this past week that went pretty well. one person told me i was the front runner for the job but she still had a interview on tuesday. the only thing with that one is the money. she doesnt think she can get me 13.00 per hour. the second one has called all my references and spent at least 30mins with eachone. one reference told me that she seemed very intrested in me and said she liked me alot. the third one is a pest control company (oh btw the first one was medical billing. the second was a cardiology place) which isnt something im that thrilled about i want to stay in medical. however its 8minutes away from my house and they are willing to pay or be close to what im asking for. needless to say nothing in va. i still have head hunter there and now in md. robbie and i have discussed house hunting once i get a job on the va/md border. the one place i inteviewed at in the begining which everyone thought i would get never called me back. and to top it off, they are still looking according to my md head hunter. which is weird. and they havent even called her back. whatever.

so anywho, minhee and marissa are down in baltimore as of this past wednesday. she wasnt spost to be down till monday. well really not at all this year. however that changed when her dads mother took a turn for the worse. she was moved to hospice and the family was told she wasnt going to make it till that monday when she had her orginal flight. so she came home wedensday. her father also came in that day from atlanta. everyone was able to get there and see her. she was already going down hill. well on thursday min, marissa, dad, mom, and i were at the super walmart. mins dad was in the truck not feeling well, her mom had to run and get something before we checked out and min, me, and the baby were together. min's cousin called and the look on her face told me her grandmother passed. i was glad that she got here in time to see her at least. the viewing was lastnight and the funeral is today. minhee will be here till my bday. which she actually leaves on that day. im glad shes here and marissa has grown up this past year! what till you see pictures. we have some plans which can be adjusted if i get a job.

amberlys little leo turned 4 this month!!!!!! wow! he and mirissa are now 4yrs old!!!! I CANT BELIEVE IT!!!! im so excited that hoepfully one day ill have this joy that all my friends are having with their children.

so when robbie and i started dating, he talked me into getting a facebook page. ok i already have myspace so what would i need a facebook page for? well im glad he did. minhee and i have only kept intouch with eachother since graduation. well cyrstal was also around but she made her own bed against us. so we dont talk to her anymore. anywho, with this facebook page thing i have found several people who i did like in highschool and are able to get back in touch with them. its awsome to see who has gotten married, collge, have kids, moved, etc. i have had a few people who have tried to friend me who i know right well in highschool had left a big scare on me or on minhee. people say that you need to forgive and forget, however when someone cutts you that deeply, you cant. i have even told people at the old job thing that not to double cross me. that if you are going to be my friend, then you need to do it all the time. not when its covience to you or helps you, but all the time! ive learned what friends that are true friends. amberly, minhee, kiki, robbie.

germany family update: well everyone is doing well. dad and petra have had alot of snow. and petra says the dogs want spring to come. we are planning to go back in september of 2010. so we are excited to see everyone! the aunt and uncle are doing well and have gotten back from kind of like a retreat kind of thing. its like a cleansing kind of thing they do over there.

robbie and i are doing good. we are spending less and working harder on getting me a job. he keeps telling me that ill find something and after that we can take the next step which is deciding on where to buy the house. we are also starting to plan a vacation. granted we are heading to luray for memorial day weekend to see my friends. but we are also planning to go to either myrtle beach, virgina beach, or the outter banks. we are now going with some friends. john, stephanie, johns daughter, brenda, and hopefully another couple that robbie knows. so if we get enough people and decide where to go i can start hunting for either a condo or a house to rent!!!! robbie has been keeping up my spirits as much as he can when he can. i did hit a low point this past monday. i didnt get out of bed let alone get out of my yoga pants and tee shirt. and slept all day. i know i can be hard headed at times and depressing to be around. hopefully again this will all change this week. one thing that has gotten me determined to find a job and continue to fight is hopkins winning with me not getting unemployment. as usual they lied about stuff. and i was going to give up but mom and robbie told me to keep appealing as much as i can just to waste time and money on hopkins end! which i intend to do. i will never work for hopkins ever again. and everyone said that with having them and seton keough on my resume i wouldnt have a problem getting a job. that isnt true. yes hopkins looks impressive but if the manager doesnt give you a good review, then youre SOL.

anywho. got to go make chili in the crockpot for dinner tonight. and i have robbie hooked on survivor now. we have it ON DEMAND on our fios. :) pictures to come from min and marissa to be home!

loves and hugs!